genuinehermione:

see,

there’s this little glimmer of hope inside me

i’ve been starving to death it for *years* now, trying to burn it out.

because i know you owe me nothing

and i know friendship is probably all this is ever gonna be

and i need to find a way to be okay with that,

and i was so, *so* close to being okay with that.

but recently you’ve been feeding it

not too much, so little i didn’t even notice it was happening

a sliver of ‘i need you’ at 2am,

a morsel of inside jokes and nicknames

a crumb of ‘it’s always been you’

and i know they’re just empty calories

i know all they do is make you feel good in the moment

but the glimmer doesn’t care

like
like
Anxiety

fat-mermaid-conspiracies:

Do you ever get a pit in your stomach every once in awhile making you feel like nothing is going right for you? Like you can’t help but get anxiety from it because you don’t know how to deal with it, or how to fix it.

“ Every day I regret what I did to you, and every day I regret what I didn’t do for you.
“There used to be love here”

thefrcklesonurface:

-now it’s just an empty bed

nevermindtheb0ll0cks:

I wish I could go back and change it, but I can’t. So if the chain is on your door… I understand.

When someone ignites a brightly burning flame inside of my soul thats been nothing but ashes and lonely, there’s something to be said.